about a girl

Insecure: Lacking self-confidence; plagued by anxiety

I’m not the most self-confident person you’ll ever talk to. I assume people don’t care for me that much, I think I’m annoying and fat. I don’t think I’m extremely good at anything, just mediocre at a few artsy things.
Intelligent: Showing sound judgment and rationality

I like to think I’m pretty smart, pretty together, not missing any screws, that sort of thing. I can make rational decisions and I’m a pretty good judge of character, etc.
Individual: Marked by or expressing individuality; distinctive or individualistic

I would consider myself a few fractions of “nonconformist” (only when it matters). I prefer to be different, to stand out. However, I don’t take this to an extreme, because then you’re different like everyone else who claims to be a nonconformist. Everyone conforms to something, whether you care to admit it or not.

Introvrted: Marked by interest in or preoccupation with oneself or one's own thoughts as opposed to others or the environment; shy or reserved.

I’m very shy and uncomfortable in group situations especially when I’m around people that I don’t know well or don’t know period. I come out of my shell as long as I’m with someone that I can relax with or know extremely well. I’m definitely not very confrontational.

Unconditional: Without conditions or limitations; absolute

I want to love others the way Christ did, which is unconditionally. If someone is hurt or needs something, by golly, if I can help it that person will be helped. I try to be selfless, putting others before myself, though I may not always succeed I certainly think that I’m making progress. If I lend someone a few dollars, my biggest concern is not whether they pay me back. I do have to be careful to make sure that I’m not being used, though.
Artistic: Of or pertaining to art or to artists; made in the manner of an artist; conformable to art; characterized by art; showing taste or skill.

I’ve very involved with subjects of the artistic nature. I draw, paint, color, design, write… basically I create. I create artwork, websites, and music. It’s what I do. I’m not the best, nor am I the worst. I’ll probably never sell a painting for $100,000, I’ll probably never make the best seller’s list for books, I’ll probably never get a record contract… but I’m above the average talent in said areas, and I suppose I’ll make-do with that.
Romantic: Given to thoughts or feelings of romance (sentimental).

The truth is out. Tell your friends. I am a hopeless romantic. I’ve never had a boyfriend, which leaves the idea with plenty of room to imagine. This could be a very harmful thing, or maybe good, I don’t know. But it’s there. I have noticed that when I have feelings for a boy I daydream quite a bit and build up this person to be someone else, and when I find the truth I can be disappointed. I tend to romanticize boys into men, but boys just aren’t men yet.
Optimist: One who usually expects a favorable outcome

I’m quite optimistic, I always have been. I tend to look towards the brighter side of things, I can also be very naïve. Not that I choose to be, but occasionally I find myself more aware of something. Sometimes I have to rework ideas and beliefs according to new discoveries I make.
Paranoid: Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others

If someone doesn’t talk to me in a few days I may start to think that they are angry with me, annoyed by me, or some variation of the sort. I don’t often tell people about this fear I have, but I have it nonetheless. I’m not a psychiatrist but I believe it’s due to my insecurity. This may conflict with my optimism but usually it just depends on the subject matter.
Wise: Having the ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting; sagacious

My father always told me that I am “wise beyond [my] years.” Sometimes I have insight into a situation and can give pretty good advice. Sometimes not, but I’d like to think that more often than not, I’m very wise. A lot of people think that I am older than what I really am, not necessarily by appearance but by maturity.

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